In secret woods, tucked between business parks,The fireflies wake early for their eveningDance, which today begins at noon. The sparksOf yellow-green presaging the lightningWhich gathers above my deepening shade.And I contemplate the early leaving Which severe weather on my way has made–Storms of words which would make clocks deceiving,Calendars fly forward years in a score;ErasingContinueContinue reading “Early Dark — A Friday Sonnet”
Author Archives: Benjamin White
A Poem from Galatians Chapter 2 on Peter and Paul’s Feast Day
Today is the feast day of Peter and Paul on the Christian Calendar. I was thinking about their dialogue in Galatians 2 (as Paul tells it), and praying about how my own heart and mind has changed, and hasn’t. This Way of Jesus is a daily discipline. May we be so diligent as Peter andContinueContinue reading “A Poem from Galatians Chapter 2 on Peter and Paul’s Feast Day”
Working With Worry
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. – Jesus (Matthew 6:34) Recently I was talking to a mother in the cardiac intensive care unit and I stumbled across a new insight about worry in Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount: Don’t forget toContinueContinue reading “Working With Worry”
A lesson from Excitebike: You HAVE changed, which means you can change again. Thank God!
I must confess, I have little hope today that the US Government will soon figure out how to escape the clutches of the gun lobby. But I also confess my hope in the Lord who can change anything and everything, especially me. This week, my hope in the Lord’s transforming power was confirmed as IContinueContinue reading “A lesson from Excitebike: You HAVE changed, which means you can change again. Thank God!”
Ambition With No Desire
Ambition With No DesireFor Sir Gibbie“Ambition is but the evil shadow of aspiration.” George MacDonald Ambition with no desire,Striving but never wanting,Getting without any receiving—Houses built on sand. And the sky is full with threatOf rain—of trembling sheets of rain.Master Mason, give meBetter materials for this home:Aspiration’s holy fire,Worthy work for worthy hands,My self asContinueContinue reading “Ambition With No Desire”
The Gospel is God’s Spell
The origin of the word “gospel” is just like it sounds. The Gospel is “God’s spell.” In Old English, before it took on it’s more magical connotations, “spell” meant simply “story.” In my experience the Gospel has not failed to correspond with its later enchanted associations. This is probably because stories are, in their essence,ContinueContinue reading “The Gospel is God’s Spell”
Good Friday Poem
Holy Week Sonnet Number 6 Not many anymore have had to liftA body. This sacred duty residesIn institutions staffed by those on shift.When loved ones die, we call, and stand aside,And others feel their weight. We have our own,In head and heart, the pain is very hard.We feel, but rarely in our limbs and bones;AndContinueContinue reading “Good Friday Poem”
Maundy Thursday Poem
Holy Week Sonnet Number 5 from Jesus, to you and me”I have desired this moment eagerly,And here, at last, we are together, friends.Please share my table; please come eat with me;It is the last of our beginning’s end,Until it’s finished I will not partakeOf food, or drink, or any comfort’s kind.My ends lie far beyondContinueContinue reading “Maundy Thursday Poem”
Ripe Fruit
Ripeness means letting go. The hard fruit hangs on. It’s from the weakness the sweetness flows — God rolls his fruit on the lawn.
At Least Two Kinds of Belonging
This book smells like someone else’s house,Has an inscription written to someone else,Notes scrawled in the pages, Which are hard to decipher.But the book is mine now It’s for meIn a second way.It was pillowcases at my sleepoversThat first made me feel this– This other kindOf belonging,Not the one I was born with–One I neverContinueContinue reading “At Least Two Kinds of Belonging”
Belonging to Squirrels — A Friday Sonnet
The day I learned the roaming range of squirrelsMy life grew large with neighbors small and gray,Who know as no one else I know each burlAnd branch that grows a few miles from their dray.Said dray these made inside a hole in frontOf my brick house. Right here in my yard’s tree,Whose name I doContinueContinue reading “Belonging to Squirrels — A Friday Sonnet”
Listen Now with Love
A man closed eyes around the sound that sungDownstairs to an untidy living room;And knew just then, with his heartstrings unstrung,That one day too soon he would need to exhumeThis memory. And one single-note thread,Sung by grief and joy, would surface this song:The chattering roar of going to bed;Two boys, giddy with sleep, playing strong.ContinueContinue reading “Listen Now with Love”
How I Met George MacDonald
I will forever remember 2019 as the year I fell in love with George MacDonald. I stumbled on a recording of The Elect Lady on my podcast app. I knew who George MacDonald was, but I did not really begin to know him until I met Andrew Ingram. This brilliant, rebellious, faithful, simple, obedient characterContinueContinue reading “How I Met George MacDonald”
The Sudden Silences
Here is some inspiration for you as you relish the quiet this weekend. I hope you have some. The Sudden Silences The moment when the starlings start to fly A sudden hush fills ears to empty brims, As trees spill noisy swarms into the sky, Now silenced by their million-feathered wind. The moment when you surface from theContinueContinue reading “The Sudden Silences”
Moonrise on the Michigan Dune: A Friday Sonnet
Two weeks ago, on my last Sunday with Circle of Hope as pastor, the congregation organized some time for storytelling and blessing to send my family off with love. Thanks to Rob Lairmore, especially, for organizing. Dani Vazquez told a story about our time together at the Sleeping Bear Dunes National Lakeshore in July ofContinueContinue reading “Moonrise on the Michigan Dune: A Friday Sonnet”
Light Comes Late: A Friday Poem
January is a great time for sunrise observation. Here’s a reflection after another beauty today. Light Comes Lateby Ben White Light comes lateThrough impossible branchesOf lake lining,Horizon heavingCanopyNaked in winter.Jagged shapesAnd unimaginable lines,Stranger than you could thinkTo designScrawled against the sky.Back-lit byGray-blue brighteningToward orangeOr maybe pink –You never know by now.Dawn comesIn contrast, of course,UnpredictableContinueContinue reading “Light Comes Late: A Friday Poem”
Seven Memories Rising to the Surface as I Finish Seven Years of Pastoring
It is the eve of the New Year and the eve’s eve of my last day of pastoring Circle of Hope in South Jersey. Tears fill my eyes as I write this sentence. I am sad, but trusting God in what is next. I wanted to offer a remembrance for me and for my congregation.ContinueContinue reading “Seven Memories Rising to the Surface as I Finish Seven Years of Pastoring”
For the Feast of Stephen — A Bible Story
For the Feast of Stephen Acts 7:51-8:2 “You stiff-necked people! Your hearts and ears are still uncircumcised. You are just like your ancestors: You always resist the Holy Spirit! Was there ever a prophet your ancestors did not persecute? They even killed those who predicted the coming of the Righteous One. And now you haveContinueContinue reading “For the Feast of Stephen — A Bible Story”
To the End — A Christmas Story
I’m beginning my time at Nemours Children’s Hospital. Moving into chaplaincy again, this story came to mind. I wrote it about my first experience of death in the hospital one December many years ago. It’s almost all true, but none of the names are. May what needs to be unmade in you die this winter,ContinueContinue reading “To the End — A Christmas Story”
Mary Said “Yes!” — A Bible Story
Mary Said “Yes!” (This one is actually a play) ——– Luke 1:26-28 (New Living Translation) In the sixth month of Elizabeth’s pregnancy, God sent the angel Gabriel to Nazareth, a village in Galilee, to a virgin named Mary. She was engaged to be married to a man named Joseph, a descendant of King David. Gabriel appeared toContinueContinue reading “Mary Said “Yes!” — A Bible Story”